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...they feel more manageable. :)

1. Selling Valentine's Day cards. Selling well on eBay, went around the shops in town but no-one really wanted to know because people in Plymouth have no taste. They're in one shop in Saltash that's so out of the way I doubt anyone will even SEE them let alone buy them so thank goodness the internet is doing well.

2. "Assessment" appointment on Tuesday. I haven't really talked or even thought about it so I can't say that I'm worried, exactly. But I've been massively agitated, keep grinding my teeth and making loads of stupid mistakes on everything and I'm pretty sure it's related. I haven't made a lot of progress on my drawings because of this. Sorry~ ;3;

3. I keep dreaming that my teeth fall out. I used to dream that every night, then a year or two ago it stopped. Now it's back again but instead of just falling out normally (like when you're a kid, I used to wonder if it stemmed from the fact that I *still* have a baby tooth) like it used to be, I dream that they're so badly decayed on the inside that they just fall away and take parts of my gum with it. Inside they're black and just... ugh. Horrible. D:

4. I made a new blog just about toys so now I don't have to spam you all with pictures of my Sylvanians. It's nice. I like it. x3

Last night I had a dream that me and my family were taken hostage by a group of cowboys who sliced me open with a kitchen knife to take out the god that I was apparently pregnant with. Then my brother and me escaped through a cave and found a weird zombie me carrying the god-baby but the belly was open so you could see it living in there. Then my brother shot me dead and I somehow "became" the zombie one.

Then later on, I had another dream that I can't remember much of save for a dirty looking guy who had a hat with a hole cut in it so he could wear another hat underneath and a bit where someone said "I AM THE KING AND I AM FUCKING EXCITING!".

Lolwat.

This is what has happened/what I think so far:
( Very very minor spoilers? )

•Cookie ran away about a month ago so I doubt we'll get her back now. I'm sure someone must have adopted her because if she was hurt or killed the RSPCA would have scanned her microchip and called us by now. I miss her though, she was an awesome cat. :(

•I've opted out of our summer shows. Mel, not surpisingly, didn't care and obviously won't miss me at all. Boyfriend is still putting his work up and wants to include our joint project despite how appallingly shit it is. I feel like I have to let him put stuff up because it's half his and he doesn't have much other work if you take out everything we did together. I really don't want anything to do with that place though and I hate the idea of people coming in and looking at stuff I've done now (especially when I know it's substandard), it's really pissing me off so... I don't know what to do. :|

•Rich got Muscle March from the Wii shop channel. It's awesome. But difficult. :p

•I am growing mange tout, runner beans, aubergines and radishes this year. The runner beans and radishes have grown massive already, the others not so much. :<

•I hate summer because I hate seeing other females long slim smooth legs when even at my slimmest, my legs are still just pudgy white little stumps. Also: don't like heat, don't like hayfever, don't like people expecting me to want to go out and enjoy the SUNSHINE and get skin cancer! So expect me to do nothing but complain for at least the next few months. :D